BRANDIE’s blog

Somewhere along the line I stopped believing the words. They still sounded the same as they always had, they just didnt move me anymore. Im not sure when it happened. It could have been sudden (maybe getting too close pushed us apart) or it might have been gradual (as soon as it was born it started dying), either way what was there before isnt now. I’m not sure I care enough to try to change things

it seems like lately all they guys I meet are only interested in sex. Apparently I'm not enough. not good enough to date, but passable for sex.

(love, in hour increments)

I refuse to be in a relationship jus to prevent someone (or myself) from being alone. I dont believe in wasting time in a relationship "until something better comes along." Who is to say what comes next is better? its just the next thing, NOT the next best thing. what is the point of a relationship without love? I'd rather die alone than be stuck in a relationship with someone I didnt love.